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the graveyards in my visions

mirror the pain of my flawed desires

Created on 2002-08-24 01:06:06 (#679874), last updated 2003-03-25

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Name:	I AER MAC MUZIK
Birthdate:	06-26
Location:	San Diego, California, United States
Website:	once upon a time ...

Bio

Call this a brand new start -- a clean slate, if you will. If you're my friend, you're already added. If not, e-mail me. Everything's under construction -- even the AIM screen name.

I am Cizool Dizanny. Or K-zool D-zanny. Or DannE. I'm a label-hating hypocrite who has a roundabout, upside-down way of looking at life. I'm sick of liars and I have trust issues. I often wonder why people get close to me. I cause a lot of pain because ... well ... I'm a pained spirit.

I'm still amidst finding a route that suits me. Presently, preference falls into the musical category -- be it performance or production. I adore all brands of music, as particular as I am. I'm digging electronic music at the moment. I am a techno spec to the max. It's actually helping me recover from a former lover's blows.

I'm bisexual, with a strong lean towards girls. I love supernatural creatures, slash, androgyny, cats, roleplaying, and all sorts of other shit you'll uncover if you just read on.

I'm a funloving sprite who just desires uncondition, unconvention, and a sense of being.

The only rule here? Everthing read here is strictly confidential and does NOT stray to any circle outside my specified "friends only."

Life is not only black and white.
Ever.

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Hey there stranger
Do you remember?
You were a part of my life
Early December
Think I remember?
Sentiment cuts like a knife
The seasons are changing
Life's rearranging
Full of could have dones
Would have beens
It's all your fault
And where've you been
And how times goes
And though I don't even know
How to fill in the spaces
of the love you've erased in my life

Are you where you wanted to be?
Did you get there easily?
Did I make you sacrifice?
Did you make a sharp left
When you should have turned right?
Are you where you wanted to be?
Did you sell off all of your gold
Did you trade it in?
Did you wait for love
Or settle for somebody to hold?

And barely symphonic
But strangely ironic
Moments contained in one glance
Oh how I adored you
But now I'm ignored by you.
No evidence of romance
And how it's vaguely familiar
I think I remember sharing every single intimacy
It doesn't seem so strange to me that we barely entertained
Even the politest of phrases
But sometimes at night
I conjure you up in my mind.

Are you where you wanted to be?
Did you get there easily?
Did I make you sacrifice?
Did you make a sharp left
when you should have turned right?
Are you where you wanted to be?
Did you sell off all of your gold
Did you trade it in?
Did you wait for love
Or settle for somebody to hold.

While I was busy
Perfecting the art
Of deflecting compliments
I took it too far
And I let a ripple run right through my heart
Of battle stations we're building
You and I just grew apart
We grew apart

While I decided
To make everyone else happy
I just put aside my foolish pride
I guess I denied my own desire
I was too busy pleasing
To ever be pleased
I forgot how to breathe
Or question anything
Or ask why?
Am I?

Am I where I wanted to be?
Did I get here easily?
Did I make a sacrifice?
Did I take a sharp left
When I should have turned right?
Am I where I wanted to be?
Can I sell off all of my gold?
Can I trade it in?
Will I wait for love
Or settle for somebody to hold.

I'd settle for somebody to hold now

You know that I've been up and I've been down
I've been picked up and spun around
I'd do it all again
If I could just have somebody to hold now
I just need somebody to hold me now
Could somebody hold me now?
I just want somebody to hold me now
I'd do it all again

This journal has expired. I have moved on to angels_burn.

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